Please Help I'm Depressed

I met this guy who works at the bank. He is the one who helped me. He was very nice and I liked him. After that he started phoning me. We talked and he told me he liked me and he would really like to know me. I liked him too. He asked to see me. I refused at first, cause I did not know him and did not know his intentions.

At last we talked for a few minutes and he was a gentlemen. After that we sent each other IMs, but I sent them more than he did and I also phoned him almost every day cause I missed him so much. Hearing his voice and that he was all right made me very happy.

In a way I told him I would like more than friendship from him, but he said he was not ready to be in a relationship. When we talked again he told me he wasn't looking for a relationship cause he has some things to sort out first. I understood that. but I was hurt cause I had fallen in love with him and I am still am. It won't be anytime soon for him to involve himself in a relationship.

He said if I meet someone else I must tell him and I also asked him to do the same. After one or two weeks he told me he has met someone else. I was heartbroken and still am. I cried but I told myself it will pass just like everything else, but it hasn't.

I am in love with him and he knows. Why did he do this to me or is it just me who expected too much too soon. I would do anything to have him in my life cause now. I can't even phone him cause he told me not to anymore.

thank you

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